Today's feeling

The best of times, the worst of times.

Your Joy is your sorrow unmasked,... 

The deeper that sorrow carves into your being,

the more joy you can contain,

Verily you are suspended like,

scales between your sorrow and your joy.

----- Kahlil Gibran, The prophet

A song close to me....

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You


       ------ By Hoobstank (The Reason)

Introspection.....

09/07/2010, on this day, I have been forced to go depth of myself. Tomorrow, we have Academie flag-off. Objective of Academie's are to initiate thought process various Streams/domains/functional areas within “Management", To provide some insights into what are the Industry requirements in different types of industries.And To provide the initial exposure of Marketing, IT, Consulting & HR Academies. I really like this concept. Only problem I am facing is that, I need to work on my long term goal. Tomorrow gonna be the very important day. Eager to see what really lies in that so called BIG BIG designation.


What I learnt:






" Be the Observer of moments/thoughts. Never ever react on impulse" - outfromdeep

back to blogging......

ooooooosh, yeppieee, almost 15 days. I am struggling to cope up with situations.

• Got dinged from Reliance Stanford Fellowship, however it's a nice experience to write essay in those short words. There are many profiles which really rocks and worthy to appreciable ones who deserved the scholarship. Congrats to all those people who made it.

Overall I am happy for the decisions and choices I made. I am going through changes in SOIL. Today is a very very special day for me because today we have SIP (Social Innovation Program) program. I felt this is what many B-schools are missing in their curriculum. Mr. Jeroninio Almeida guided us through ICONGO. His presentaion was amazing. feeling great to meet such people in SOIL. Last but not the least, in the End he showed us a captivating video, it reminded me the kind of experience I have saw through. It's reality of life of people who are working at grass root level. By just shedding tears after seeing such videos does't change anything ( I appreciate the concern we show but that doesn't make any changes). As Jerry rightly said, we need to involve ourselves and work for the change. I will share the video if I will get hold of it.


Another few things what I saw in GGN is that many fellas use: FUCK you man, fuck this, fuck that.... hehe it's funny to see people use words for in their every sentence. Though I shouldn't comment on this issue because it's left to the individual.

Dunno why people become not reachable after getting placed. OR may be they perceived me as arrogant or egoistic fella. But believe me I am not. I am struggling to get myself out of my comfort zone. I am bit introvert. I am going through changes. It takes time. Till then I might lose few ones whom I don't wanna loose., they helped me alot.I am ever grateful to them but this world hardly ever understands the expressions without words specially GGN :(.

In the End I would love to end, by saying........

"To make a change, Be the Change what you want to be" - outfromdeep